Caving In

[☢JEWPITER☢ 0]

Steam ID: STEAM_0:1:58063631

First off:

I don't need ANYONE else, except STAFF to reply to this forum. Thank you.

So, I'm finally starting to cave in sense being banned from all Lotus Servers.

This is my apology to all the people that I hurt in the event of before I got banned.

First off, to said staff member that was in my complaint forum:

I am sorry, genuinely. I got out of hand, I know how that can be for staff, annoying. I was mad at the wrong person, at the wrong time, at the wrong place. I understand that I probably pissed you off, and annoyed the shit out of you, which should never happen again.

I am also sorry for calling you out, and using racial slurs when you gave me the warnings. I understand that I should've headed them when you told me them.

I'm also sorry for spamming my 'unoriginal' bind, which I love so dearly. I understand not everyone finds it funny, so I have disbanned my bind, so it will not happen again.

Finally, I'm sorry for spamming you with harassment. As a Lotus Staff member, that's probably the last thing that you need (I'm not meaning this in a bad way <3). I understand that you guys are just trying to do your job, and make it a safe environment for all ages. I'm sorry I crossed the borders and made you mad, it will never happen again.

I'm also sorry about that DDOS thingy, red #prime just told me about it, and I thought it'd use it. That shouldn't happen again, either. It was probably just another player.

Things I will never do again:

1.) Spam my shitty bind

> I understand that it's shitty, and it's annoying, and that everyone has the right to lash out at me for using it.

2.) Harass Staff

> I understand that this is the last thing you need. I was kind of pissed off at how you were treating me, and I felt it was my right to act up. I now understand that this is the last thing you need, with your work and everything.

3.) Tossing around racial slurs.

> Once again, I understand not everyone is comfortable with the way I toss them around, which I'm fine with. If it ever pops up in the chat log again, go ahead and ban me.

Once again, I'm sorry for all the trouble I've caused Lotus. I understand I pushed the envelope too far, and that resulted in a ban. None of this should ever happen again, I understand the boundaries set on Lotus, and I'm going to follow them.

Thanks

~Jewwy

PS:

Edited October 16, 2013 by ☢JEWPITER☢

[Nano 7,892]

I'm leaving this one for Gotcha .

P.S. Smells like BS to me.

[Sphagnum Peat Moss 748]

You also forgot about repeatedly abusing the voting system to get rid of players for 1. playing the objective and 2. using gunslinger, not to mention ignoring your prior bans to continue the exact same behavior.

[☢JEWPITER☢ 0]

You also forgot about repeatedly abusing the voting system to get rid of players for 1. playing the objective and 2. using gunslinger, not to mention ignoring your prior bans to continue the exact same behavior.

Forgot about those. I'll try and get my friends to tag along on stopping kicking for gunslinger.

As for objectives, while I still hold my grudges and stuff, I'll let that go too. I won't complain anymore about that.

While I had bans prior to this, I must say that this one has impacted me greatly. It has changed the way I look at things, and how I need to respect higher authority, and learn to accept things that may be out of my reach to stop.

I don't think I votekicked people for playing objectives, did I?

I don't mind that much about the objectives, tbh. It's just a drag to start the round over again.

You have all reason to point out my prior bans, it just shows me more on how much I need to change.

One of my most trusted friends said I'm a major asshole to everyone, and I kind of brushed it off. Now that I've gotten banned from a majority of my favorite servers, it has really opened up my eyes.

I need to change, and this is my opportunity.

Edit: I have classes from 10AM-2PM. I'll be picking up this thread when I get back tommorow. Thank you for letting explain myself, staff. ~<3

Edited October 16, 2013 by ☢JEWPITER☢

[Chez-Box 3,240]

personally I think this is the perfect opportunity for the probation system, remove ban...anything else, no matter how minor = permanent, no chance for unban

[- Mike - 2,728]

personally I think this is the perfect opportunity for the probation system, remove ban...anything else, no matter how minor = permanent, no chance for unban

[+Dr. Obvious 14,606]

Having played with you, i will throw in my 5 Cents in using a cute cat picture, like you did:

[Nano 7,892]

unban request denied. admins and staff have weighed in and the final decision was to keep the ban in place.