{HeRo}GeneralDS 4 #1 Posted September 7, 2006 somebody plz help me...i am feeling really suicidal right now and i feel like there is only one way out...and that is thru death....the reason for this is becuz i am sick and tired of people near me, around me, and everywhere else treating me like i dont exist and tired of people calling me a homosexual when im not...if someone can find something good about me in the next 5 minutes to an half hour then post it here immediately becuz i will kill myself, i have the means to do so right in my room...my medication for my mind...like i said if someone can find something good about me and i agree with it then i will cancel the plans to do it...now start finding something good about me...b4 its too late... Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Nos 0 #2 Posted September 7, 2006 Can you think about the time when you felt powerful and motivated? Can you go back that day, and tell me what it is? Is it something you saw? Or maybe something you heard? Something you suddenly felt on that very moment? Tell me. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
{HeRo}GeneralDS 4 #3 Posted September 7, 2006 i never had a moment like the one u r trying to get at, my life has always looked at me badly, i feel like im nothing to this planet, so try again if u can do it...next! :angry: Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
{HeRo}GeneralDS 4 #4 Posted September 7, 2006 ok time is running short on all of u...its 8:42 pm at my place and if u cannot find anything good about me by 9 pm then it will be too late and i will be on my way to the next life...so hurry up if u wish to attempt to save me Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Nos 0 #5 Posted September 7, 2006 YOUR life looked at you badly? Really? How about the people here in the forums? Do you think Lord Zymeth would even allow you here if he looks badly at you? Do you even think that I would be talking to you if I am looking badly at you? Think about it. Then do this, raise your head up, take a deep breath. Pull your shoulders back, striaghten your back. Then answer me, WHAT WAS THE MOST IMPORTANT THINGS THAT YOU CONSIDERED IN YOUR LIFE? Is it some person? Some things? Some commitment? Some dream? Tell me. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Sentry 0 #6 Posted September 7, 2006 Ah, my sister use to be suicidal, and for a much better reason other than "I feel like I'm nothing on this world." What you're going through is just drama, everybody gets a taste of it at some point in their life. What drove my sister to attempt suicide over 4 times was something fucked up, one of those things people can't even talk about and rather pretend like it never happened. But even she's come to her own kind of senses(I say that 'cause not even the wisest adults could just say something to make her all better, she had to find her own ground) and realized what she was trying to do was stupid. What I'm saying might make you feel even less significant and make you wanna kill yourself more but hey that's what it is, some people are strong and some aren't. Some people can find strength then muster it just when they feel like they're about to collapse and others can't, and any person here that you haven't even touched in real life can't give you true sway to wanting more out of life. By the way, killing your self via some form of toxication isn't as easy as it sounds. Like, downing what's left in that bottle of aspirin while weighing over 150lbs. will most likely just end up with you in the emergency room getting your stomach pumped with charcoal. Then you'll feel like shit, regret trying it, and be too scared to attempt another type of suicide for another 2-3 months. Good luck, 'cause no matter what kind of suicide you attempt, if it fails, you're gonna regret it to hell when you wake up on a hospital bed. PS: Hospitals are damn creepy at night when visitors are low and it's really quiet, AND depressing, the irony. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Criticalstrikerz 0 #7 Posted September 7, 2006 Is this guy serious or am I dreaming.....Ok...play Battle Realms on easy...kill the AI, and try to feel good that you have released your death to the enemy AI and now you don't need to kill yourself. One thing good about you is that you have held on this much despite the fact that life seems to have frowned at you. You are surprisingly enduring of bad events. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Speedy 11 #8 Posted September 7, 2006 This is so stupid.. :angry: If you would throw away your life for such idiotic reasons, you don't deserve to have it in the first place. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Mana 3,867 #9 Posted September 7, 2006 We shouldn't be telling him what to do, it's his life let him choose what to do. ok time is running short on all of u...its 8:42 pm at my place and if u cannot find anything good about me by 9 pm then it will be too late and i will be on my way to the next life...so hurry up if u wish to attempt to save me 18735[/snapback] That would make me not wanna post anything at all... Seems like if you would be nicer it would all be well? Are you like that all the time? (Demanding?) If so maybe you should work on that. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Mana 3,867 #10 Posted September 7, 2006 -BIG_aLvZ-' date='Sep 7 2006, 05:48 AM']....some1 posting on forums to say they r going to kill themeselves... 18768[/snapback] That makes me want to laugh, how many times have I seen people post in different forums that they are killing themselves (YET THE FUCKERS NEVER DO!) or say they are leaving the forum (YET THE FUCKERS COME BACK). It's very hard to see what is genuine and what is not. For now: http://encyclopediadramatica.com/index.php/Suicide If you intend to kill yourself, don't tell anyone or they may stop you! Now if your first post wasn't that demanding I would of said what I think you did good (Making Maps, etc). Just think is it REALLY worth it? That is killing yourself for a reason that 'some' (trust me there will be people that will like you) don't like you... then do what you want. Just before that think about what your parents will have to go through, your family, what they will have to say if anyone asks. However if you really must die go die in a heroic way, like running into a burning building and saving somebody before (That might make you not wanna kill yourself) Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
BloodyMary 0 #11 Posted September 7, 2006 hey knighty, do something that brings your honour like lord zym said and your life will be usefull again, at least dont be so shy to run away of all the steps in your life, only shy guyz run away from their life and kill themselves in order not to have any difficult things to do in their entire life, they dont even try and say as an excuse they're of no use to this world, but noone of us is useless, just for the simple reason he's here to bring love and help to others (damn sorry for my bad english n escpecially grammar) Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
[{BeatZ}]-BIG_aLvZ- 5 #12 Posted September 8, 2006 1st time i heard lil zymeth swear tehe nice... newaiz this guy said he will kill himself in 30minutes in his last post how we not know if his alrdy dead... sorry fo being negative but no way this guy is acting serious about this and posting it on the internet fo erybody 2 see its just dumb u feel me... newaiz this is a dumb ass topic and shudnt even be herr coz maybe tha lil kids of tha forum mite be influenced by this... Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
IndominusRex 13 #13 Posted September 9, 2006 Knight, I feel very sorry because I'm kinda late to reply in your thread.. Please understand me because I never on for while cause I'm very busy for school. Knight, you are not alone... There are some people might like you. If they don't like you, who cares? You can still have friends online. In your case, is the same as me.. I can understand, my parents raised me for 17 years, now I am 17. I love them. Please think of your family.. They love you. If you simply leave them while they work very hard just to make you happy? Buy you stuff and things you like? Actually, I am a loner too.. No one cares about me.. Too bad.. I never have friends.. I am only with my cousin and always staying home. I never go out. When I go out, I never know what's happening arround me.. I look so stupid.. I don't know why. I'm interesting to be your friend. We might share something nice to each other like, what you do when people talk bad things about you? what you say when they start to cuss you. Gosh.. I don't care... One of my classmate suicide... I learn a lot. after he died, what's happening next? Trust me... I really want ot be your friend.. Please email me [email protected] - If you have yahoo, add me, [email protected] I am some odd in my school. I love school. The only place that makes me happy, is to see people arround me smiling. That's why I am Ben + Education + Notice (I notice that people arround me are happy) Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest [LOT]Phate #14 Posted September 9, 2006 somebody plz help me...i am feeling really suicidal right now and i feel like there is only one way out...and that is thru death....the reason for this is becuz i am sick and tired of people near me, around me, and everywhere else treating me like i dont exist and tired of people calling me a homosexual when im not...if someone can find something good about me in the next 5 minutes to an half hour then post it here immediately becuz i will kill myself, i have the means to do so right in my room...my medication for my mind...like i said if someone can find something good about me and i agree with it then i will cancel the plans to do it...now start finding something good about me...b4 its too late... Â Â 18730[/snapback] dude sierously dont do thati felt like killing myself too before because my parents seemed to give me all the chores even though i was busy and my sister wasnt really doing anything... then my old friends started to open my backpack because they thought it was funny then some how they convinced me to turn against one of my good friends i wasnt able to think right because my mind was filled with anger after school i went home and started to think about killin myself i thought about all the different reasons then.. the good parts about my life started coming in mind also the only way for me to kill myself was through a knife and i didnt know how much pain would be involved and.. i didnt know if my soul was safe from hell trust me knight dont let a few things like that get ya down take a nap you'll feel a bit better in the morning there are many good things in life but it wont always be a walk in the park talk to your friends express yourself you'll feel better or you can prove some of those people they are wrong let them know that your somebody talk to them or even make friends with them and maybe even someday get revenge on those people who called ya gay and think about it knighty.. there are some people in the world that are going through worse than you think of the starving children in Africa, the homeless, and the poor give life a chance thats all im sayin Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
[{BeatZ}]-BIG_aLvZ- 5 #15 Posted September 9, 2006 knighty has gone...?? he has not replied to his own thread....???? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
IndominusRex 13 #16 Posted September 9, 2006 I dont see him anymore.. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
BloodyMary 0 #17 Posted September 9, 2006 he wanna shock us and make us feel bad and guilty coz we didn't reply his post like he wanted us to do. who of u has never thought of suicide? at least sum time full of wondering about it? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
IndominusRex 13 #18 Posted September 9, 2006 I have no comment. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
[LOT]gumbercules 0 #19 Posted September 9, 2006 hey buddy!! are you sitill here with us? in this purgatory we like to call home. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
{Dark}KaBuKI 2 #20 Posted September 9, 2006 OMG i dont even know what to say knight is a nice person from i could see OMG he has not been online since yesterday im getting worry Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Speedy 11 #21 Posted September 9, 2006 Maybe he's already gone. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Mana 3,867 #22 Posted September 9, 2006 I did an IP trace to figure out what state he lives in, and unless I am very off (doubt it) here's a news site from his ISP: http://adelphia.net/news/ If any of you want to look around there and look if a boy killed himself that fit this description should do so. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
{Dark}WolfBite 2 #23 Posted September 9, 2006 guys...you have read his message wrong...he is not trying to kill himself...but his account from this site...I guess he was getting bored and wanted some fun here. p.s. no one would kill themselves...no body has got the balls to do so...so I say we all sit down and relax..and enjoy the show. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
[{BeatZ}]-BIG_aLvZ- 5 #24 Posted September 9, 2006 ummm.... how u know dat wolfbite? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Nos 0 #25 Posted September 10, 2006 somebody plz help me...i am feeling really suicidal right now and i feel like there is only one way out...and that is thru death....the reason for this is becuz i am sick and tired of people near me, around me, and everywhere else treating me like i dont exist and tired of people calling me a homosexual when im not he is. Does someone know a direct call to a police station in Philadelphia? Not 911, its an emergency number. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
